If you never learn anything from me....accept your chaos as self induced.....I have!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Ok so, I havn't posted in a while and right now I am feeling like I need to. I had my feelings hurt and I don't think I handled it well. I lashed out and now I feel even worse. I feel like I need to sit back and put myself "in check." It was wrong to do what I did and without naming names or throwing anyone else under the bus, I think I have caused a rift. Making amends is not something I do easily. Ask me to hold a grudge, no probelm. Ask me to apologize, who me? Yeah, do you see where I am going with this. Guilt and shame.
Married, two children and 3 dogs - I know this doesn't say it all, but...Seriously, I am trying to take everything that I've learned from my mom, experiences I have struggled through, all the advice from my sister, the laughter and disappointments I have endured, and the grace of God to make a home for my family where they will always feel loved...chaos is optional...